Foalstory (LJ import)

it actually has been helping to read what you went through. at least i know i'm not crazy for all the emotions. i'm doing ok with things for the most part. i push it out of my head until i get home. then it's a different story. i had to go through all of my photos last night so mom could get some that i have. that was hard.i'm starting to get my appetite back too..which i feel guilty for on some strange level. thursday will be a hard day since i'll be going to the farm and visiting his grave. it's just still surreal for me. tuesday he was trotting around and healthy as could be and then...poof...gone. i'm really glad i can talk to you about this stuff too. it's been a huge help, you have no idea.